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my life….
is very complicated at the moment im trying to set aside my “feelings” and just go along with whatever life throws at me, but it seems like the more i do that the more complicated t goes. of course more then anything i miss my dad i wish that him and my mom wouldnt have to be getting a dovorce! im tired of him doing drugs and selling dope just to pay the bills so me and my mom and brother dont live on the streets. i told him the other day that id rather live on the streets then to be living off of money that he makes off a drug that steals peoples souls! i dont have control over it though. ill always love my dad till the day i die! hes hurt us alot, he still does hurt us. when he visits me and my brother cant even keep his eyes open without nodding out while we talk or better yet nodding out mid sentence of what he is trying to say. its sad and my brother is probably to young to fully understand but it hurt me knowing that he understands its not normal and he knows our dad isnt doing good. and i cant even begin to fathom why i still love him and want him around? but i do. i always will. every time he comes over for a couple of hours to come visit me and the baby its so hard to see him walk out that door. that freakin door haunts me i swear! its like my worst fear is and always has been loosing the people i love. but everytime he walks out the door its like it happens all over again! my dads fucked up alot, yeah who doesnt…..ugeiuhdhdehduehidew ugh idk dude im just getting more and more confussed as i keep writing so imma just stop for tonight!!!! |
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